C'est la vie. Such is life.
Well, it has been quite a while, hasn't it! It is now almost a week from Christmas. This has many different things tied to it; there is Holiday break, Christmas, New Years, and the nearing of the end of the semester. It really is crazy how time flies. Anyway, I might as well give an update on what has been going on in my life recently. Let's see.I have been listening to hours more of music, so that is really good. I've also been learning a ton in school recently(more than usual). We were using cadavers today in order to learn the muscles. Interesting? Yes. Enjoyable? Not quite. Lastly, I have been spending time with my friends more than usual, which is really nice. I've noticed myself getting closer to some people as I've began drifting from others. It is quite surprising for me, considering the people I am drifting away from were those I thought were going to be around for a while. I suppose that is life(at least it has been that way for me for a long time).
Don't think that this will be easy, saying that you love me.
I honestly didn't think that I would be really writing about love/relationships, but I guess I was wrong. I must say, relationships are ridiculous these days. I mean really!? There are people sitting there, and they are in a relationship, but one refused to acknowledge it? There are people cheating on each other and then turning around and saying,"I love you." ? That isn't 'love', it is just idiocy. And those who sit there and put up with it? Those who sit there and say that they are going to change the other person. The people who sit there and try and make the person feel the same way. When they think that 'waiting it out' will make it better? I feel terrible saying this, but in the end, if you have to change who you are, or constantly hurt yourself because you dedicate everything to that one person, is it really worth it? Maybe it is 'love' and I'm just too young and naive to understand. Either way, I can't wrap my mind around the concept of it.
Is it striving for the best, or pure insanity?
I may just be a drama queen, or perhaps I'm a lunatic. Maybe I'm just a teenager. Who knows. It just seems to me like I may put a bit too high of expectations for myself. I strive to be the best I can, but I've sat back and tried to see if I overreact about it. I try to take challenging classes, be as involved in extracurriculars as I can, as well as balance friends, family, and church. It really isn't that much, some people have so much more going on, so I feel ridiculous complaining or even saying that I am doing a lot. Which brings me to my next thought: Why in the world am I comparing my situation to the situation of anyone else? Ah, the joys of being a human being. 'I must be as good as, or better, than everyone else.' If you live like that, you may want to reconsider your priorities in life. Just saying.
Just because you are right, it doesn't mean I'm wrong.
Do I seem bitter tonight? I'm not, I Cross My Heart. Oh, and most of you are probably confused as to why I capitalized those words in the middle of the sentence... here is a little hint: unless you have the initials M. D. you won't get it. (: Ahh, okay. I'm running out of things to write, time to close up.
Well, Goodnight Moon, and Goodnight You.
I have too many song references in tonight's post. Goodness. Well, I guess I'll close up with a few things. Have a Happy Holidays. This is the time of year when you should spend time with those you love. This is the season of giving. Don't miss your chance to show someone how much you care about them. Life can throw unexpected twists and turns at you, be ready to handle them, and be grateful for all that you have. Finally, remember this: hope saves lives. Give it. Share it. BE it. Happy Holidays everyone.
Music makes the world go 'round.
Blog Playlist:
"Why I'm Home" Go Radio Lucky Street
"Any Other Heart (Acoustic)" Go Radio Lucky Street
"Singing with the King" Go Radio Lucky Street
"Push" Marianas Trench Fix Me
"All My Heart" Sleeping with Sirens Let's Cheers to This
"The Cave" Mumford & Sons Sigh No More
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been" Reliant K The Bird And The Beeside
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