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C'est la vie. Such is life.
I'm starting to really enjoy this. When I'm sitting down, bored, I find myself thinking of making a post. It is a little lame, but hey, I like it, so who gives a hoot. Moving on. Nothing too big has happened recently. Well, scratch that. An incident today, although it may prove insignificant to some people(had they not had the background on why it happened), happened today. It has put me in a bit of a funk. I'm not even going to down-play it. My night has sucked horribly because of it. So I guess this will be me getting out how I feel; my thoughts will be randomly thrown together. Best of luck to you reading this.

Despite the rumors, time doesn't heal all scars.
I've been through my fair share of ups and downs, trials and tribulations. Its been hard, I'm not going to lie. It was a battle to take each and every step. Things got progressively worse, but I'm not going to get into that(at least not now). I've made a lot of strides forward. My life has changed so much in the past(about) year and a half. It is so wonderful to see how different I am, but just because there has been so drastic of a change doesn't mean I'm one-hundred percent yet. It seems that many people, including myself, seemed to overlook the fact that, with everything that has happened, time won't(at least not this quickly) heal everything. Today I was hit in the face with a heaping dose of reality. Just because you shelter yourself from something that has hurt you or has resulted in negative things in your life doesn't mean you'll be okay when it comes around again. Don't get me wrong, it can work. When you spend your time away from things like that, you work on yourself and fix the issues you have, you can be healed. But one fatal mistake is when you assume you can handle it, when you assume it is no longer an issue.

True empathy is impossible.
If you think about it, you can't put yourself in someones shoes and know how they feel. As I said before, the event today could be deemed insignificant to some people who don't know the story behind it all. Those who do know the story still can't(and to be completely honest, they probably don't) understand what today put me through. I do believe that people try. I'm not trying to say that those around me aren't trying; they are. But I can understand that when something like this arises, it can be hard to see what the big deal was.

Now that this little tirade is over..
So this post was a bit... interesting. I do feel much better about things, which was the original goal of this, so "high five, good job." (Too bad only select few will understand this, and I'm not even sure who reads my blog... hah) Anyways, I would just keep pluggin' away at this, but I need to get going. I'll wrap this up with the usual, a soundtrack.

Music makes the world go 'round.
Blog Playlist:
"The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows" Brand New Deja Entendu
"A Lack Of Color" Death Cab for Cutie Transatlanticism
"Hands Down" Dashboard Confessional Vindicated
"Arise" Flyleaf Memento Mori
"Make A Move" Icon For Hire Scripted
"Love In A Box" The Workday Release To The Beginning