Why is Johnny Cash on this Pandora Station?

C'est la vie. Such is life.
Ah, blog number two. The title is a little unusual, but don't mind that. This will have absolutely nothing to do with Johnny Cash. I'm not quite sure how to get this one going. Since my last blog(which was actually my first--two days ago) nothing much has changed. School, homework, sleep. What a pattern, huh? Well, let's get into the important stuff(ha!).

Things get pretty complicated.
I've been struggling with my self a lot lately. Who I am, what I've made my priority. Stuff like that. I've noticed that I've began to allow my life to revolve solely around school. I used to have a lot of fun. But it seems now, more than ever, I find myself isolated. I have friends, don't get me wrong on that, but sometimes I question if they are actually my friends. I've found struggles getting what I need to get done when I need it done. School work is getting harder, time is getting shorter. I suppose that I'm just wondering if I'm making the right decision. Maybe that is just how it is when it comes to these years in life, or maybe I'm missing out on something?
Ah, anyways, enough complaining. Time to switch things up. Thanksgiving is coming up so I'm going to list a couple of things I'm grateful for.

It's a blessing to count your blessings.
I'm thankful for my family. Without them I wouldn't be where I am today. Things get tough, we fight, but in the end we love each other and I couldn't ask for anything more.
I'm thankful for my church, my Pastor, and my Savior. Cheesy, I know, but it is the truth. This has been a vital point in my life. Without the new life I received, without the grace, the love, the forgiveness, I wouldn't be alive today. God has changed my life, brought me back from rock bottom. My church family has been the support I've needed to stay afloat. My Pastor has kept me on my toes, teaching me new things and reminding me of my blessings.
I'm thankful for the people I hold near and dear. The people I confide in, that are there no matter what. When I think of people like this, I do have a few specific people in mind, but I'm not going to use names for a few reasons. Reason number one being that I don't have their permission(even though I know they wouldn't care). Reason number two being that some people may assume that they are on that list when, in reality, the aren't. Wouldn't that be an awkward situation!?

Let's wrap it up...
Oop. Well it isn't too long, but I don't want this dragging on forever. Plus I'm absolutely freezing! I do want to apologize for this being a bit random. I typed what I was thinking as I was thinking it, and I really don't feel like proof reading this. So there we have it folks; my raw, uncensored(I guess there could have been better word choice here..) thoughts. I'll finish this off with my lovely playlist!

Music makes the world go 'round.
Blog Playlist:
"Existentialism On Prom Night" - Straylight Run Straylight Run
"Sowing Season" - Brand New The Devil and God Are Raging Inside of Me
"On My Own" - The Used The Used
"Wonderwall" - Oasis (What's the Story) Morning Glory?
"Work" - Jimmy Eat World Futures
"Anthem Part Two" - Blink 182 Take Off Your Pants And Jacket
"Until the Day I Die" - Story Of The Year Page Avenue